BEFORE YOU READ THIS: understand that this can be a very controversial opinion, and probably would be frowned upon in modern culture... but for the romantics out there, I hope that this hits your sweet spot XD


Ok, so there is this movie, and it's how i feel that my life is going to ende; only in the girl's position.

here's the premise of the movie:
It's called "Feast of Love." And in it, this guy has been married to a girl for 6 years, and well she's smart, funny, beautiful, etc, but falls in love... a LOT. With all kinds of people.

And see, it's like my point of view. I think we should be able to love more then one person and actively express it. I wish that I could, because oh boy... I have all these feelings for a lot of people, and its like: they each give me different feelings... kinda like... when I am around a person, parts of me are expressed more and more. I don't change, it's just that when I am with that person, certain parts of my personality come out and are dominant over the others. It's the reason that I always say "well, certain people bring it out in me." And to me, love is the same way. There are so many different flavors of it and different people bring different types of relationships (ie. types of love, with different emotions and passions and priorities in these relationships.) ...my only problem, is saying that i only want this one for the rest of my life.

Honestly, I couldn't tell you how amazing i would feel if it was like that, because i just love expressing emotions to different people, and having them express them back. I dont really believe in soul-mates, given the fact that i dont believe in souls, so when I look at love, I don't just think of it as something that should be shared between only two people... It's just, the way i look at love, to me, it isn't some sacred bond between two people. It is just like any other emotion, as in, you care more about one person then you do yourself. Meaning: you would give anything to have that person there with you, because you want to protect them, and care for them, and if it comes down to it, you love them, and your own well-being doesnt matter.


"There was a story about the greek Gods:
They were bored, so they invented human beings. But they were still bored; so they invented love. Then they weren't bored any longer. So, they decided to try love for themselves. And finally, they invented laughter, so that they could stand it."

It's just like, thats the way life has become for me. It's all ups and downs; all happiness, and sadness, that sometimes, you just have to forget in able to enjoy life, but in the end, it's worth it because you have love.